My weekend was amazing. It was the first time I got to visit Vivian by myself since last year. I actually had money this time because I got a job so, for the first time in forever, I felt like we were a real non-LDR couple. No more describing over the phone how we’d spend our time together . Everything I experienced was real . Shopping, dinner, movies, spending alone time together in her room; it was all real and my mind still feels like it’s trying to distinguish whether or not ive just been dreaming all weekend. I’m happy I got to be alone with Vivian this weekend. I’m happy I was able to spoil her . I’m happy that I made her happy and feel loved and safe with me. I left with the promise that I’d see her soon , And I will definitely keep that promise.