Anonymous asked: Did you finally give up on your ex?
Wake Up - Coheed and Cambria
I need a rescue.
Oh god, you’re sickening. I hate to see you just let yourself go like this, but I can’t do anything about it anymore but smh. I wish my mind was like a memory card where I can just delete my memories from. It’s making me sick watching you.
Your words gave me all the strength I needed to push forward with my life. As long as you meant them. I just want to hear everything straight up. I don’t want to play games again. I hate dedicating myself to something that will just fuck me over in the end. My hopes aren’t up, but I’m doing this more for myself than for you.
Just got Forza 4 and Xbox Live. gamertag : GummyHero
You contradict the fact that you still want me around.– New Found Glory
im hurting alot right now. i really am.
I lost a lot of respect I had for you. You’re just a hoe .
I can’t live anymore. I really tried. But this pain.. it just can’t go away no matter what I try. I just…don’t know how to live without you. I feel like it is torture to just exist . You don’t care about me anymore, so I can just disappear and you wouldn’t so much as blink . I’m meaningless. Worthless. Hopeless. I lost my everything....
Why do I try so hard? I can’t fight my feelings, they just won’t go away.. I don’t know what else to do with myself. I don’t know how to live anymore. I’m pretty much already dead.
Drinking alone sucks but it’s better than having to deal with this pain alone also
There’s so much I want to say to you.. But I have to hold back and wait until I can say it to your face. I have to stay strong.
I don’t know where else to turn to but music. I will write down my thoughts and express them through the strings of my guitar . I hope one day my words will reach you.
There has to be a way to fix this. I will find it no matter what.
It’s been a long time coming, but it has to happen eventually . Nothing can move forward until it does. I’ve tried otherwise but it just isn’t possible. I have to see you. This weekend will be it. It will decide everything.
I’m done being treated like i’m absolutely nothing. I care for you so much but you obviously don’t give me a fucking fraction of it back. You lead me on and you just hurt me EVERY FUCKING DAY. im fucking tired of this fucking bullshit. I don’t want to do this but you force me to. I fucking won’t keep any promises anymore. I’m done.
There are plans I have for the future since 2012 is quickly approaching . One of the many things that I am thinking about is which car to strive for. I wouldn’t say I’m looking for a daily driver but if the car has utility and is capable of being driven often that’s a plus. Because I can always just use my family’s other cars for any errands, trips, etc. I no longer...