November 2011
Anonymous asked: Did you finally give up on your ex?
I need a rescue.
Oh god, you’re sickening.
I hate to see you just let yourself go like this, but I can’t do anything about it anymore but smh.
I wish my mind was like a memory card where I can just delete my memories from. It’s making me sick watching you.
Your words gave me all the strength I needed to push forward with my life.
As long as you meant them.
I just want to hear everything straight up. I don’t want to play games again. I hate dedicating myself to something that will just fuck me over in the end.
My hopes aren’t up, but I’m doing this more for myself than for you.
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Just got Forza 4 and Xbox Live.
gamertag : GummyHero
You contradict the fact that you still want me around.
– New Found Glory
im hurting alot right now. i really am.
I lost a lot of respect I had for you.
You’re just a hoe .
I can’t live anymore.
I really tried. But this pain.. it just can’t go away no matter what I try.
I just…don’t know how to live without you.
I feel like it is torture to just exist .
You don’t care about me anymore, so I can just disappear and you wouldn’t so much as blink .
I’m meaningless. Worthless. Hopeless.
I lost my everything....
Why do I try so hard?
I can’t fight my feelings, they just won’t go away..
I don’t know what else to do with myself. I don’t know how to live anymore.
I’m pretty much already dead.
Drinking alone sucks but it’s better than having to deal with this pain alone also
There’s so much I want to say to you..
But I have to hold back and wait until I can say it to your face.
I have to stay strong.
I don’t know where else to turn to but music.
I will write down my thoughts and express them through the strings of my guitar . I hope one day my words will reach you.
There has to be a way to fix this.
I will find it no matter what.
It’s been a long time coming, but it has to happen eventually . Nothing can move forward until it does.
I’ve tried otherwise but it just isn’t possible.
I have to see you.
This weekend will be it.
It will decide everything.
I’m done being treated like i’m absolutely nothing.
I care for you so much but you obviously don’t give me a fucking fraction of it back.
You lead me on and you just hurt me EVERY FUCKING DAY.
im fucking tired of this fucking bullshit.
I don’t want to do this but you force me to.
I fucking won’t keep any promises anymore.
I’m done.
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Decisions.
There are plans I have for the future since 2012 is quickly approaching .
One of the many things that I am thinking about is which car to strive for. I wouldn’t say I’m looking for a daily driver but if the car has utility and is capable of being driven often that’s a plus. Because I can always just use my family’s other cars for any errands, trips, etc.
I no longer...
Save me.
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