September 2010
Boyfriend.
gyaruxvivistyle:
Hurry and move down here.. :(
So you can pick me up from school and take me out to eat
So you can do my homework =3=
So you’re always here
So that you don’t get all sad all the time
So that I don’t miss you like crazy.
So that I don’t need to wait a month to see you.
I’ll do all that and more buhbuh. Don’t worry! When I transfer out I’m going straight...
Baby please text/call me
Helping Vivian with her homework.
Because lazy, she is.
Right, I am, baby?
Call me soon, you will .
Vivian call me.
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Dying inside.
Vivian is mad at me again.
I don’t want this to happen anymore.
I’m really trying to keep her happy.
:/
I hate when I overreact.
Fuck.
I miss Vivian too much everyday and it’s fucking with my sanity..
Vivian just told me she doesn’t know if she likes our kisses and she doesn’t feel anything special with them.
I would expect since we don’t get to see each other a lot, that our kisses would mean so much more. Because I am addicted to her kisses and I love them.
My heart feels like shit now.
Listen
Listen
Vivian answer your phone.
Depression
I feel like my will to live is almost gone.
I’m just alone..
talk about me more.
please.
gyaruxvivistyle: Weekend →
day 1 : I think this was the best weekend I’ve had for the longest time ever. I saw Guhmee buhbuh and met his friends. I didn’t get to look ‘cool’ for guhmee while watering the plants with a rice patty hat. Geramie wanted me to make his friends believe that I was a fob ;_; but I couldn’t do it so…
It’s hard talking to kids because they’re mentally not at the same level of maturity as you.
Back then it didn’t seem like it but now that I’m older I definitely see it. I hate kids .. go away and grow up then maybe we can talk without it being awkward and annoying --
Fuck everything . I hate my life.
