September 2010
I need to think sometimes.
And sometimes I really want to shoot myself.
I want to be the best for you.
Help
August 2010
Just take me away.
I don’t want to live.
AVE. WE NEED A BETTER WAY TO KEEP IN...
You’re taking me for granted.
I feel like I’m nothing to you.
I waited for you all morning and all day. When I do hear from you, the texts are sometimes so incomprehensible, I have to read it 5 times over.
I call you and you finally answer. You sound like you’ve been sleeping. But you said you were showering. I’ll believe it and i’ll trust you.
You should be...
I want to die
A lot of thoughts.
Today was hot. Very hot.
School is fine.
I ate too much today..
I wish I can call my best friend Avegail, I think that name is awesome, but she hates it. She said if I called her that she’ll call me Franco. -_-
Ave, I never really get to thank you for everything you’ve done for me.. I wish I can pay you back somehow, but I’m in debt to you, literally,...
And I'll never take you for granted
School is already next Monday, it feels like I’m only in the middle of my summer. I just borrowed a bunch of games from Aries and Bryant as if I would have the time to play them in the next couple of days.
Today Myles & Scarlet came over just to randomly kick it and we ended up doing nothing really, lol. We were hungry so we ate some L&L’s. Afterwards Scarlet went to work and...
Ew.
I hate how you think you’re cute.
I hate how you think everyone adores you.
I hate how you go around with people you think are pretty also and parade around your pictures like you’re some asian online celebrity or some shit.
I hate how you think your interests are original when in fact they’re all hyped as fuck.
Shave that fucking moustache and lose a few pounds. Ugh.
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Robbery
So I’ve been watching Jersey Shore lately and it’s really getting to me. I love how ridiculous it is and even then there’s obviously some reality behind it. When I went to the shore of Jersey itself it was alright, I didn’t really get to enjoy it much though. One of the cool things was that some of the people couldn’t understand me well unless I talked in a Jersey...
Missed opportunity
I’ve been trying to get ahold of Ave, and I know that since she’s on Tumblr so much, she might see this fairly soon enough, I have to tell her about my trip because she hasn’t even bothered to get in touch with me yet. So Ave, if you’re out there reading this, get on AIM or something; I gotta tell you hella stuff.
Yume
Everytime I go there, it feels like I was just there the day before.
Vivian’s house has become a sort of a dream world to me. I am always overcome with this odd feeling like I was just there when it’s actually been a month.
As soon as I step through that big door and see the glowing red altar and Brandon screaming at the television I know I’m back. I’m back in my perfect...
