I don’t want to live everyday fearing looking back into the past. I admit to everything that happened and take full responsibility. It’s just hard for me to make up for it all if the past is constantly brought up.
I know I’m the one at fault here. But I was given a chance. To me, it’s more than just a chance. Not only is it my last chance, it is also my new life.
If this chance disappears, I won’t hesitate to do that to my life as well.
I want to go back to the way it was, only a couple weeks ago. When everything was perfect. It looks like I’m starting all over again.
If I did it once, I can do it again. The pain is worth it.
The happiness is definitely still there. The passion is far from gone. The love is as strong as ever. There’s just something blocking it all. I broke it down before, but for some reason it came back. I will break that shit down again.
I just need your help…
All you need to do is just let me. Just allow me to, and I’ll do the rest..