December 2010
Strength
I cannot wait to show you my newfound strength. I hope I can inspire you to follow me. Because we can’t afford to be weak anymore. We’ve gone too far riding on our own sadness , insecurities, doubts , and fears. I hope by showing you how I can overcome my obstacles, you can do the same. You always hated how weak I was. I hope with this new beginning for us, things will...
Dec 1st
I feel stronger, more confident and determined.
Dec 1st
Sister
I’m laying down on my sister’s bed watching iCarly She goes into her drawer and pulls out a PENIS LOLLIPOP with the straightest face. I stare at it and my sister for about 3 seconds with a straight ass face too. Then I burst out laughing. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT AND WHY DOES SHE HAVE IT LOL
Dec 1st
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Fei Po
me and vivian are hella juiced that the mcdonalds near her tutor is selling Big Macs for cheap when i go there it is going to be a feast :] we so da fatso
Dec 1st
ListenA.B.S. - Strength.   I had to go for a lower...
Dec 1st
I hate you Tumblr.
Y u no let me upload my fav song.
Dec 1st
November 2010
lovelyemy: I want to fade away slowly, no traces left behind, and forever forgotten.
Nov 30th
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I don’t know how i’ll do it.  I don’t think I can keep going. My time is almost up.
Nov 29th
ListenBless The Fall - Hey Baby, Here’s That Song...
Nov 29th
Dirtayy
Vivian showed me this picture: and told me how Taeyang holds his gun hella fail. I agree, but then I noticed that that’s how I hold my gun when I play Time Crisis. And she’s like “ok wow you fail too.” So I begin to explain to her, and ask her how that is fail.  If you play Time Crisis, you definitely know that when you are equipped with the single shot pistol you...
Nov 29th
Vivian's fail
I told Emy I could get her a room in a hotel because my grandma is the manager of a small one. Then she’s like WAT AND U CANT GET ME A HOTEL/MOTEL?! D:<  Because we planned on staying in one while she was here. Then I tell her: “Uhh baby.. if i get a room for me and you.. I’m going to have to ask my grandma and.. that doesn’t sound like a good idea.”...
Nov 29th
My anxiety has been killing me lately I find it hard to breathe or even get around and move when I feel like this . Like all my energy is drained and I have pain in my rib cage area near my heart. Is there some kind of medicine for this?
Nov 28th
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reblog if you want an anon's honest opinion about...
gyaruxvivistyle: 8| come at me bro 
Nov 27th
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I feel like my time is almost up.
Nov 27th
Askkkk →
Nov 27th
Dye da hair .
My roots are coming out ugly , even though I just dyed it like 2-3 weeks ago. I think I need to even it out and dye it again so my hair doesn’t look like a nest. <_< Any suggestions on which brand hairdye I should use this time? Palty fucked up my hair and American brands don’t even work well. I’m funna go blonde-er either way D:
Nov 26th
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Nov 26th
Nov 26th
Vivian hung up on me
FOREVER ALONE
Nov 26th
FAILED MISSION Q_Q
Today me and Osi were hungry so we went to go to McDonalds We arrived at 10:18 pm and that shit was CLOSED and we were like wtf. So we went to Wendy’s and that shit was closed. So we were like ok..the McDonalds by Target is closed, so let’s check out the one on Springs. Closed. ok, let’s check out the one on Columbus. CLOSED. Q_Q what about burger king??! ...
Nov 26th
I r happy.
I think Vivian’s mom finally accepts me and likes me. :D  I feel comfortable being there now. :o P.S. Vivian is a loser <3
Nov 26th
Y Vivi take 4ever 2 wake up.
FOREVER ALONE
Nov 25th
Nov 25th
Ask me shit.  →
Nov 25th
Where is Vivian .. I waited 12+ hours for her -_-
Nov 25th
Anonymous asked: Do you live in SF? D: I feel like I've seen you before haha, but then again there's tons of asian guys here with dyed hair ;;; - sorry if this seems like a creepy question!
Nov 25th
Time fo' ask Geramie anythang. →
Nov 25th
Just saw you a few days ago. I was on top of the world Now I’ve hit the bottom and slipping into deep depression..but what can I do ? There are more important things for you to handle. Just accept it geramie, there’s no choice.. All I can do is sit here and wait . Wait And wait.
Nov 24th
Did Vivian fall asleep on me .. -_-
Nov 24th
1:10pm
And I have heard nothing from my girlfriend.
Nov 24th
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Nov 22nd
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I WAIT FOR VIVI IN BED
D:
Nov 22nd
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gyaruxvivistyle: I love my boyfriend so fuckin much <33333333333333
Nov 21st
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Nov 19th
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Nov 19th
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I wonder if baby went to school today.
Nov 19th
ListenY I slap dis all day?
Nov 19th
There’s so much going through my mind right now and i need to let it out but no one wants to listen.
Nov 18th
I feel like one day I will become a professor. Then I will tell my students how horrible I did in school LOL!
Nov 17th
Stressed
Beyond my mind.. I don’t know how I can deal with it all.
Nov 17th
gyaruxvivistyle: Just gotta make it through this shitty week and then I get to see my gals and my boyfriend 8D
Nov 16th
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Nov 16th
Education
Today I was pulled into studying. No, not for any classes that I’m taking. Just for my own personal knowledge. “For the hell of it.” I easily spent 5+ hours straight, studying.  I wouldn’t even study for a fraction of that time with formal classes that I am currently taking for school. What does this tell me about myself? That I lack the discipline or motivation to...
Nov 15th