September 2010
Listen
Listen
Vivian answer your phone.
Depression
I feel like my will to live is almost gone.
I’m just alone..
talk about me more.
please.
gyaruxvivistyle: Weekend →
day 1 : I think this was the best weekend I’ve had for the longest time ever. I saw Guhmee buhbuh and met his friends. I didn’t get to look ‘cool’ for guhmee while watering the plants with a rice patty hat. Geramie wanted me to make his friends believe that I was a fob ;_; but I couldn’t do it so…
It’s hard talking to kids because they’re mentally not at the same level of maturity as you.
Back then it didn’t seem like it but now that I’m older I definitely see it. I hate kids .. go away and grow up then maybe we can talk without it being awkward and annoying --
Fuck everything . I hate my life.
I need to think sometimes.
And sometimes I really want to shoot myself.
I want to be the best for you.
Help
August 2010
Just take me away.
I don’t want to live.
AVE. WE NEED A BETTER WAY TO KEEP IN...
You’re taking me for granted.
I feel like I’m nothing to you.
I waited for you all morning and all day. When I do hear from you, the texts are sometimes so incomprehensible, I have to read it 5 times over.
I call you and you finally answer. You sound like you’ve been sleeping. But you said you were showering. I’ll believe it and i’ll trust you.
You should be...
