October 2010
love > distance.
gyaruxvivistyle:
I live by this everyday hahaha <3
If Vivian falls asleep on me again tonight I think I will tear my hair from my scalp .
About that picture Vivian reblogged about the...
I didn’t want to reblog the post itself because I realized I wrote a lot , lol. But here are my thoughts on it
Uh no this didn’t mindfuck me because endless explanations arise when you compare the two elements side by side. A brain cell has been scientifically examined and its components discovered and proven through the use of microscopes. Also, while the above picture claims to be...
1 hour.
26 minutes
Wow .
Taken for granted
Waiting for you to reply...
bryantm:
kelvinween:
Just here, waiting for you to reply…
Still here, waiting…
Ok, fuck you bitch- don’t reply!
Except the last one cause its rude
Yeah the last one is sorta inaccurate lol
Do you know how much you kill me?
One day I’ll be nothing
Or I think I already am
I had a dream I woke up and my arm was a bleeding mess
There was a huge gash in my arm and I stuck my fingers in it and everything.
My bed was covered in blood
I grabbed the knife and started to slash my arm even more
Then I for real woke up , with a smile on my face.
Waiting.
My anger is rising each second.
I hate immature ass high school kids.
Grow the fuck up.
Baby get on aim please.
Rain
It’s finally raining here . How fitting.
I am being pushed to my limits by my parents and I wish Vivian was here for me.
I wish she understood. Just as I do when she needs help.
Since Im waiting for vivian, I really feel the need to go out for a drive to calm me down.. Even though my car is extremely unsafe for this kind of weather.
Honestly,
In the back of my mind I hope something...
You’re so concerned about yourself you forget I exist sometimes.
Lonely
I don’t even want to begin talking about my mom.
This morning we got into another big fight and she started crying and yelling like a little girl.
She locks herself in her room and calls my dad for comfort.
I lock myself in my room and..
Sit there alone.
I wish she was there for me ..
Call
I hate immature ass high school kids.
Fucking grow a pair , will you.
Shit.
Lol
“I’m not a proctologist, but I know an asshole when I see one.”
Ahahaha
Do you think I’m stupid?
Today
…. Lol I was going to type out everything I did but I’m too fucking lazy right now. I want to crash in bed with my girlfriend -.-
Basically
I bought a lot of a da shit
All I’mma say issss
I spent $50+ on Vivian’s bday presentS …. but shhh she doesn’t know ;3
IM WAITING FOR MY STUPID PHONE TO CHARGE SO I CAN BOTHER VIVIAN AND TELL HER ABOUT MY DAY. ;]
Baby I’m leaving at 7 :/ fuck.
Baby can you call me. My phone is at 2% and I probably won’t be home until later.. I have to talk to you
Jesus Christ, Vivian call me.
Vivian baby can you call me I have a lot of stuff to tell you
November 5th
FUCK
FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Worst month anniversary in a while.
My head is feeling like it’s going to melt.
My heart is hurting more deeply like it’s starting to go beyond physical pain.
I need to study because I have a big exam tomorrow. But it’s so hard to focus.
All I want is your comfort and I’ll be strong.
Just kill me now
14 Months
Last night , me and Vivian talked as soon as we got home until about 8:30, when she fell asleep.
I still needed to study so I got up and ate some dinner then studied and watched documentaries on TV for a few hours.
When I was done, at about 11, I called Vivian, but she wasn’t answering. Her phone was ringing twice on average, then going straight to voicemail. Sometimes the phone would say...
Babe call me.
I’m feeling hella sick , I can’t wait to get home and talk to Vivian.
Today was a long day but it was alright.
I can’t wait to tell Vivian about my day.
Only if I can say awake x_x
Baby call me..
