About that picture Vivian reblogged about the brain cell & the universe
I didn’t want to reblog the post itself because I realized I wrote a lot , lol. But here are my thoughts on it
Uh no this didn’t mindfuck me because endless explanations arise when you compare the two elements side by side. A brain cell has been scientifically examined and its components discovered and proven through the use of microscopes. Also, while the above picture claims to be a photo of the universe it is , in reality , only a projected image of what the universe might look like from that perspective; it is impossible to take an accurate picture of the universe from that viewpoint with our current technology. And in science, hard concrete proof >mights and ifs, etc.
While this post proposes an interesting thought, our current technology suggests it isn’t true. However with knowledge constantly growing about ourselves and our place in the universe, and the fact we have not even ventured outside our own galaxy to explore the universe, myself and the rest of the scientific community may all be wrong. Neither side wins , for now. All we can do is guess and think, just as you have.
I had a dream I woke up and my arm was a bleeding mess
There was a huge gash in my arm and I stuck my fingers in it and everything.
My bed was covered in blood
I grabbed the knife and started to slash my arm even more
Then I for real woke up , with a smile on my face.
I don’t even want to begin talking about my mom.
This morning we got into another big fight and she started crying and yelling like a little girl.
She locks herself in her room and calls my dad for comfort.
I lock myself in my room and..
Last night , me and Vivian talked as soon as we got home until about 8:30, when she fell asleep.
I still needed to study so I got up and ate some dinner then studied and watched documentaries on TV for a few hours.
When I was done, at about 11, I called Vivian, but she wasn’t answering. Her phone was ringing twice on average, then going straight to voicemail. Sometimes the phone would say she picked up, too, but I could not hear any voice or anything at all, for that matter.
I tried and tried, and Vivian called me back a few times too, but I never got any response when I said, “hello.”
She even texted me back saying, “Lore” (??) ._.
Well, I gave up and went to sleep near 2:00ish. Vivian ended up calling me at around 4:30, and I was dead tired, but I stayed awake and talked to her for a while, until she ended falling back to sleep again.
Vivian said she remembers nothing as she was asleep the whole time o_o
That’s weird because her phone was ignoring calls, calling back, even texting back ._.
Baby, your phone is alive =.=
Anyway today is our 14 months together. This is the first month anniversary in 2 months where I haven’t seen her. Feels empty.
I had a great morning since I got to talk to Vivi a lot. But somewhere along the day it felt like Vivian was getting irritated again, and she wouldn’t tell me why.
I hate being so clueless.. but I’m really trying to understand.
She hasn’t texted me back yet, but I hope my day will get better. I miss Vivian a lot.