August 2009
“Girls are like a math problem. In the beginning, I wonder how I’m going to...”
– Yi Jung, Boys Over Flowers
July 2009
Repent.
Religion has its fine points. One of those is the act of repenting. I want forgiveness of my sins. I feel like I was a monster and I cannot even forgive my former self.
I despise myself.
I feel like Siegfried from Soul Calibur. Video games are really essential to the learning process , I swear.
I will repent for my sins. I can no longer say I live my life with no regrets; I have far too many...
Wishing.
My mind is constantly in fantasy. Why do I prefer to live in what is not real? Why do I run away from reality?
Wishing is the same as praying, essentially. They have nearly the same objective; but what makes them different? I would say faith, obviously. Having faith is hard for me. After researching countless explanations on the meaning of life, the concept of a divine entity doesn’t...
disappointment.
I am disappointed in myself.
stress is eating away at me, i wish i can get away but i have obligations.
so today was weird. i woke up at 1pm and i felt tired as fuck still.
Abby made me smile last night and i talked to her again today. What a good friend :]
Ave said she has a surprise for me, i wonder what it is?
I need to call DVC and ask them if im even registered. If not, i dont know what...
sigh.
i never thought of this, but what is the purpose of sighing?
ahem ahem, wikipedia states:
“A sigh is an exhalation of air, arising from tiredness or emotion, namely love.”
well, that’s odd because i often sigh out of sadness, not tiredness or love.
do they mean that in a positive way? as in a lovestruck person sighing at the sight of their fantasy girl/boy? or a sigh as in...
